Second Time Dead

I wake not remembering what just happened

It was all such a blur.

Fire and wind crashing all around me

And pain there was too much pain

But now its all gone

No fire or wind or pain.

I’m safe now I know I am

And I know that every thing is OK

I can see them all from above

I look at can watch everyone

They all look sad

And in their world there is much suffering.

Then why don’t I feel pain

I don’t feel scared or even threatened

I’m peaceful and know I go on like this forever

Know that this is far too good for reality

Now I realize I’ve forgotten pain and suffering

I can’t think what it’s all about

And I feel happy

Happier then I have ever been before.

I start to walk not caring where I go

I walk forever not feeling tired at all

Everything is so beautiful

To beautiful for words

I know that if I keep walking

Then things will get better

Nor just for me

But for everyone down below me as well

Suddenly PAIN!

Oh so much pain its unbearable

If I thought I knew what pain was

Then I was wrong I was oh so wrong.

What’s going on

I can stand it I need help

The torment is lasting for eternity

This is more then anyone could bare.

Then I wake not remembering what just happened

It was all such a blur

Peace and beauty all around me

And pain there was no pain at all.